Boyfriend now. I have a boyfriend now. No way, no how. I get a boyfriend now? I remember it vividly, love. I've been walking around since the moment we met. And I caught your eye, to my surprise. The bright lights. Hebraic neuroses ceased to be. An angel's conversing with me. The new attractive to me. Is diviiiiiine. Even if my friends don't understand. No matter what, I'll always be your gurl. Even if you go, You know you'll leave me feeling grand. I'll need new contraceptives, Green eyes. I found god when you left her, Green eyes. Let's spend the night entwined. Out on the boardwalk in sickly summertime. Like the ying and the yang of the radiomen. You're the omen. That all has changed that was deranged. Even if you fuck me till I'm sore. No matter what, I'd bleed to be your whore. Even if the cancer grows till we explode, I'm yours. Boyfriend now.I have a boyfriend now. No way, no how? I get a boyfriend, now? Well from here on forth, I'm yours. And even if your whisper eats my ear, Your voice shall be the only song I long to hear And even if your fear the end, Our sacrament of salmon and Irish beer. We'll still be here. Boyfriend now. I have a boyfriend now. No way, no how? I get a boyfriend, now? Boyfriend now. I have a boyfriend now. No way, no how? He's my boyfriend now.
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im hot cuz im high
you ain't cuz your not
this is why
this is why
this is why im hot
this is why im hot
Son profil
pricelesspaxil398
ich liebe dich baby
16 ans
Halifax
Canada
| HaVe a BoïFrND NaW!
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# Posté le jeudi 23 avril 2009 13:26
Modifié le samedi 02 mai 2009 15:16
pRiCeLe$$ PaXiL
five minutes to midnight again.
just another night
like so many others before.
as i wake from the fever dreams i notice
beside me lies another fallen.
for a moment i forget to breathe.
surprisingly i still feel the taste of trash on my lips.
what can i do to keep myself from
suffocating under the words of sorrow.
shadows surround me,
and my paxil angel appears standing by.
he whispers loudly in my veins.
my body keeps craving for more.
the moon is gone forever
just like the handful of pills
laying by my pillow.
a catastrophe
in the waiting.
i swallow them to get to sleep.
as i lay dying
i try not to think about the last goodnight.
til where can i go to kill the loneliness?
i'm grateful for my famous prescription
that makes everything more blurry.
my eyes can't keep from closing,
damn, it hurts to blink.
and then i see
the lips of my paxil angel
kissing the shadows.
the stars are fading
as i'm fading away too.
scared by my nameless emotional distress.
i wish we were again
just me, you and my medication,
our love was just a chemical reaction.
cuz after a thousand broken hearts
and a thousand broken wings,
i stoped feeling like i'm on top of the world.
cuz even my bank account's empty
and i'm running out of time.
i do anything i can
to get all i need.
the clothes lying on the floor,
ghost of memories i want to forget.
outside the window i can see the city.
the streetlights shine like they are stars.
i cant help but feel guilty
as i remember your picture above my head.
i'm here in a never ending darkness,
alone but not really,
still waiting for your call.
thinking of you all the time.
one day things will be right
and all the roads will lead to where you are
instead of leading me in a three days grave.
your picture stares at me
with cold & silent eyes
as my violent headache sings me to sleep again.
with one last look at the fallen next to me
my eyes close and on the floor,
next to the empty bottles,
crashes my last tear of the night.
thoughts of you come back to me,
such happy moments.
all brought to me by my priceless paxil.
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# Posté le vendredi 24 octobre 2008 10:33
Meee
*thiS iS meeee
mY naMe is KAY<3
,buT i P0Se aS *PaXiL*
by eNTeRinG my SeXy BLoG
yoUve eNTeReD my *SeXy WoRLD*
if u DONT LIKE waT u See HeRe
theN g0 aWay & Lemme ReMinD U thaT
i DONT LiKe U eiTheR buT i Do eNJoy FReeDoM of eXPRessioN
*et TOUT EST PARFAIT*
LaiSseR votRe MSN si vs vouLeZ FaiRe CoNnaiSsaNCe
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# Posté le samedi 06 septembre 2008 11:33
Modifié le vendredi 03 avril 2009 12:49
PaXiL <3
tHiS hErE Is PaXiL
pRoBabLy oNe Of tHiS pLaNeT's
gReAteSt TrEasUreZ.
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# Posté le samedi 06 septembre 2008 11:40
Modifié le lundi 08 septembre 2008 15:54
aWeSoMe p0eM by mE
look up the stars are fading
the sky gets lighter every second
and still i didnt get
to close my eyes at all tonight.
i grab a handful of pills
and wish i could swallow
them all to get to sleep.
but instead of knocking me out
they make me feel so special.
just like the words you used to
write all over my notebook.
though it's a good dizzyness,
i still fell down the stairs.
i've got some trouble
trying to walk in a straight line
but the sound shows me the way.
the path is drawn by sharp blades
reflecting the faded stars.
the sky's exactly
the same shade of blue
as my jeans.
so fashionable is this planet.
i walk and fall
but stand up straight again,
stare ahead of me without blinking.
cuz im afraid i might fall
down and apart again.
and your not there to pick up
the pieces of my heart i forget on my way.
i wish i could stay whole
but whenever your away
im missing a part of me.
if only this time you could have stayed.
i sit down on the sand,
this early morning sees the beach deserted.
the waves crash on my feet without a sound,
a touch i believe i dont deserve.
the whisper of the wind on my burning skin
teaches me so many things i did not know.
with my hands in my pockets,
i let my mind wander,
maybe you feel the same way i do.
so lonely when your not around.
the sun rises at the shore line,
blinding me with its brightness.
just like the neon sign
at the cafe's entrance.
i take out of my pocket
another handfull of pills.
some paxil i think.
or maybe ritalin & xanax.
i cannot be sure.
i would not be sure,
considering my state.
i throw them in the waves,
might calm the ocean a little.
it owes me now.
these pills arent free after all.
i hear some soft sound at my side.
my empty hand is still hanging
an inch above the water.
im surprised when another hand,
appears and take it, hold it.
with my other hand i fish
in the depth of my bag
for my beloved nokia.
i find it between the tuna cans.
seven new messages.
there all from you
saying you love & miss me.
i feel the same way and you know it.
the hand's still holding mine.
its soft and warm
and makes me feel so much better.
the remaining star gives me
one last wink and disappears.
she knows i'll be just fine on my own.
the waves die at my feet,
probably from accidental overdoses.
i take out a pen
and write on this other hand
the nine diggits to reach me.
the pen bleeds the ink
essential to trace the words.
before im done
i have change of heart
and break the pen.
no one will ever be able to
stab itself with it.
the hand still holds mine tighter,
stroking the back of it softly.
i break down in tears
and there's a shoulder to cry on
right beside me.
i throw the phone in the water,
no more reminder
of that time you werent near enough.
the sky gets lighter every second
and still i didnt get
to close my eyes at all tonight.
i grab a handful of pills
and wish i could swallow
them all to get to sleep.
but instead of knocking me out
they make me feel so special.
just like the words you used to
write all over my notebook.
though it's a good dizzyness,
i still fell down the stairs.
i've got some trouble
trying to walk in a straight line
but the sound shows me the way.
the path is drawn by sharp blades
reflecting the faded stars.
the sky's exactly
the same shade of blue
as my jeans.
so fashionable is this planet.
i walk and fall
but stand up straight again,
stare ahead of me without blinking.
cuz im afraid i might fall
down and apart again.
and your not there to pick up
the pieces of my heart i forget on my way.
i wish i could stay whole
but whenever your away
im missing a part of me.
if only this time you could have stayed.
i sit down on the sand,
this early morning sees the beach deserted.
the waves crash on my feet without a sound,
a touch i believe i dont deserve.
the whisper of the wind on my burning skin
teaches me so many things i did not know.
with my hands in my pockets,
i let my mind wander,
maybe you feel the same way i do.
so lonely when your not around.
the sun rises at the shore line,
blinding me with its brightness.
just like the neon sign
at the cafe's entrance.
i take out of my pocket
another handfull of pills.
some paxil i think.
or maybe ritalin & xanax.
i cannot be sure.
i would not be sure,
considering my state.
i throw them in the waves,
might calm the ocean a little.
it owes me now.
these pills arent free after all.
i hear some soft sound at my side.
my empty hand is still hanging
an inch above the water.
im surprised when another hand,
appears and take it, hold it.
with my other hand i fish
in the depth of my bag
for my beloved nokia.
i find it between the tuna cans.
seven new messages.
there all from you
saying you love & miss me.
i feel the same way and you know it.
the hand's still holding mine.
its soft and warm
and makes me feel so much better.
the remaining star gives me
one last wink and disappears.
she knows i'll be just fine on my own.
the waves die at my feet,
probably from accidental overdoses.
i take out a pen
and write on this other hand
the nine diggits to reach me.
the pen bleeds the ink
essential to trace the words.
before im done
i have change of heart
and break the pen.
no one will ever be able to
stab itself with it.
the hand still holds mine tighter,
stroking the back of it softly.
i break down in tears
and there's a shoulder to cry on
right beside me.
i throw the phone in the water,
no more reminder
of that time you werent near enough.
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# Posté le mardi 09 septembre 2008 15:56
C0NGRaTULaTi0N i HaTE Y0U
N0 0ne eveR Said That Life waS faiR aND im N0T SaYinG That it ShoULD Be So KnoWinG That U R WhaT Y0u WaNT 2 Be aNd im N0T C0meS aS N0 SuRPRiSe But D0NT XpeCt Me To B HaPPy 4 Y0u aND DoNT SmiLe aT Me & TeLL Me ThiNGs wiLL WoRk out 4 Me 2. i DoNT WaNT YouR PiTy...i HATE yoUR Pity. TaSte YouR VaNiTy aNd itS SWeeT BiTTeRnesS aS u HiDe beHind youR VeiL of My StoLen HoPeS & LoSt dReamS ...Y0u T00K eM aLL... i WaTCheD Y0u SteaL My ThouGhtS aNd HaD 2 See u SmiLe aS u buiLd youR dReamS oN My ShatteRed HopeS. i'LL LooK BaCk oN a DaY oNCe LoVed & faNtaSiZe 4 tRaGeDy. SwaLLoW YouR pRiDe. BeG Me 2 MaKe thiS eaSieR aNd LiSten To My HoPeLeSs cRieS. SuffeR aLoNe iN emPtiNesS. i LuSt 2 See u SwaLLoWed By The meSs ThaT Y0u Left iN youR waKe. diSGuSt LieS DeeP WiThiN YouR emPTy GaZe... BeG Me To MaKe thiS eaSieR aND LiSten at My hoPeLeSs cRieS SeND StaReS iNTo uR meaNinGLeSs eyeS. My enVy CaNT DeScRibe hoW i LoaThe Y0u 4 HavinG aLL The StaRS. LeaVinG My eyeS To MaRVeL The Sky KnoWinG it ShouLd Be miNe Yet itS u i See waSting The dReaM ThaT 0nLy i DeSeRve i'LL teaR 0FF YouR fayCe 2 See YouR SmiLe. aS Y0u buiLd YouR dReaMs oN My ShatteRed hoPeS i'LL LooK baCk oN a Day oNce LoVed aNd faNtaSiZe 4 tRaGedy. SwaLLow YouR pRiDe. BeG Me To MaKe ThiS eaSieR aNd LiSten aS my hopeLeSs cRieS SenD StaReS iNto youR meaNingLeSs eyeS
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# Posté le mardi 07 avril 2009 09:17
Modifié le mercredi 08 avril 2009 13:44
YeSTeRDaYz WeeD J0uRNeY iN EP
yesterday i went to ep
only to chill with my friend/bf devon & my bffl JACOB.
he had told me on the phone they were buying a G
asked if i wanted to put in 5$
of course i wanted to.
i got to passage shortley after,
after a smoke or two
by myself at ALDERNEY,
devon & jacob were with this emo gurl
RACHEL.
she was high on cough medecine
and seemed nice and someone i could be friends with.
met em at tim hortons in ep.
then we splitted up.
devon & jake went to devon's place
(needed some big bro-lil bro talk)
and rachel & i were in charge of finding
MArie Jane.
she said wed prolly not find any
cuz the passage is so DRY.
she called up this chris guy
and we walked to his house.
he said he didnt have any
but might knoe where 2 find some.
chris was reaaaally cute btw.
we walked for a while around passage,
nobody we asked had any weed.
they all said passage was too fawking dry.
chris tried calling up some ppl,
didnt get a hold of anybody.
then chris' mother drove buy
and picked him up cuz ppl
were waitin for them in motherfawkin
laurence town.
then rachel texted jacob,
him & devon were on their way to meet us.
we walked around for a while
and i went to knock on this door.
rachel knew the gurl livin there (victoria)
but didnt wanna talk to her really.
victoria wasnt home tho.
across the street,
these 2 guys were chillin in a car
with the stereo blasting.
devon told me to ask em
if they knew where to get weed round there.
they said they had no clue,
that passage was dry.
i went back to my friends
that were standing in the middle of the street
and told em.
one of the guys recognized devon
and so he went to see him.
he asked em what i had said
but anyways we left and kept walking
in search of a little gram
nothing more.
in the end our weed journey was very long,
and not successful.
it took another direction tho
when we jus went into that newly built house
and chilled there for awhile.
devon and i were in the middle of gettin our fawk on
when this construction man who owned the place
showed up at the door.
jake took care of it as we hurried to get dressed
and get the fawk outta that place.
then we jus walked back to passage
and waited for a bus to go to alderney
where we could find weed more easily.
my pants kept fallin down cuz
theyre 2 sizes 2 big.
we got on the bus
not without a couple incidents i must say.
then that deven guy/mental case
got on the bus.
he was HiiiiiiiiiigH.
on cough syrup.
he asked us if we wanted to chill at his house,
he had 2 bottles of robitussin there.
i must admit
the guy is damn cute,
id do him in no time.
but we wanted weed.
nothing else.
it started to rain,
so he left.
RaCHeL, DeV0N, JaKe & i
went to tim hortons near my house.
D0wNTWN.
we chilled there for awhile
and put our change together for
a large tripple tripple (devonz)
a medium tripple tripple (jakes)
and a large-coffee-with-only-milk-in-it-please (mine of course).
Rachel was still trippin out
and i started to reaally love the gurl.
then she wanted a donut
but didnt wanna go alone.
so she dragged me to the counter and then
couldnt figure out what she wanted.
but it was alrite.
ive totally tripped out on cold medecine before
i get it.
then we finished our coffees,
i went outside and
tried to bum a couple of smokes from the ppl standing there.
they didnt have an extra smoke for a cutie like me.
FawK iT.
we crossed the streeet
and chilled at value village's parking lot.
devon & jake decided to film a sk8 video.
the bus to passage was gonna come soon
so RacHeL, Jake & Devon walked back to the street
and waited for it i guess.
Cuz i wouldnt knoe,
i went the other way and walked home.
all alone in the dark, dangerous street.
and we still didnt smoke our weed.
only to chill with my friend/bf devon & my bffl JACOB.
he had told me on the phone they were buying a G
asked if i wanted to put in 5$
of course i wanted to.
i got to passage shortley after,
after a smoke or two
by myself at ALDERNEY,
devon & jacob were with this emo gurl
RACHEL.
she was high on cough medecine
and seemed nice and someone i could be friends with.
met em at tim hortons in ep.
then we splitted up.
devon & jake went to devon's place
(needed some big bro-lil bro talk)
and rachel & i were in charge of finding
MArie Jane.
she said wed prolly not find any
cuz the passage is so DRY.
she called up this chris guy
and we walked to his house.
he said he didnt have any
but might knoe where 2 find some.
chris was reaaaally cute btw.
we walked for a while around passage,
nobody we asked had any weed.
they all said passage was too fawking dry.
chris tried calling up some ppl,
didnt get a hold of anybody.
then chris' mother drove buy
and picked him up cuz ppl
were waitin for them in motherfawkin
laurence town.
then rachel texted jacob,
him & devon were on their way to meet us.
we walked around for a while
and i went to knock on this door.
rachel knew the gurl livin there (victoria)
but didnt wanna talk to her really.
victoria wasnt home tho.
across the street,
these 2 guys were chillin in a car
with the stereo blasting.
devon told me to ask em
if they knew where to get weed round there.
they said they had no clue,
that passage was dry.
i went back to my friends
that were standing in the middle of the street
and told em.
one of the guys recognized devon
and so he went to see him.
he asked em what i had said
but anyways we left and kept walking
in search of a little gram
nothing more.
in the end our weed journey was very long,
and not successful.
it took another direction tho
when we jus went into that newly built house
and chilled there for awhile.
devon and i were in the middle of gettin our fawk on
when this construction man who owned the place
showed up at the door.
jake took care of it as we hurried to get dressed
and get the fawk outta that place.
then we jus walked back to passage
and waited for a bus to go to alderney
where we could find weed more easily.
my pants kept fallin down cuz
theyre 2 sizes 2 big.
we got on the bus
not without a couple incidents i must say.
then that deven guy/mental case
got on the bus.
he was HiiiiiiiiiigH.
on cough syrup.
he asked us if we wanted to chill at his house,
he had 2 bottles of robitussin there.
i must admit
the guy is damn cute,
id do him in no time.
but we wanted weed.
nothing else.
it started to rain,
so he left.
RaCHeL, DeV0N, JaKe & i
went to tim hortons near my house.
D0wNTWN.
we chilled there for awhile
and put our change together for
a large tripple tripple (devonz)
a medium tripple tripple (jakes)
and a large-coffee-with-only-milk-in-it-please (mine of course).
Rachel was still trippin out
and i started to reaally love the gurl.
then she wanted a donut
but didnt wanna go alone.
so she dragged me to the counter and then
couldnt figure out what she wanted.
but it was alrite.
ive totally tripped out on cold medecine before
i get it.
then we finished our coffees,
i went outside and
tried to bum a couple of smokes from the ppl standing there.
they didnt have an extra smoke for a cutie like me.
FawK iT.
we crossed the streeet
and chilled at value village's parking lot.
devon & jake decided to film a sk8 video.
the bus to passage was gonna come soon
so RacHeL, Jake & Devon walked back to the street
and waited for it i guess.
Cuz i wouldnt knoe,
i went the other way and walked home.
all alone in the dark, dangerous street.
and we still didnt smoke our weed.
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# Posté le lundi 30 mars 2009 12:49
L0V3 2 HaT3, HaT3 2 M3
ReaD The taLE oF mY DeSiRe
*i'll NEVER WALK AWAY*
a b00K oF haTe, yeaH
*i'll NEVER EXHALE*
1000 v0LTs f0R.
*i'll NEVER WALK AWAY*
eveRy SmiLe Y0u GaVe Me
*NEVER EXHALE*
aS Y0uR eyeS CLoSe
i'll bRinG befoRe, The siGHt oF TRue uNHaPpiNesS
whiSPeR i CaRe THeN GRaCioUS eNouGH
*i Let Y0u G0*
ReMeMBeR Me FoR TimeS i'Ve RuiNeDY0u
*NOT THe TimeS i MaDE Y0u SMiLE*
taKe THiS BLaDe T0 my wRiST
heLP me eND wHaT maKeS Y0u uGLy
sWimMinG iN THe P0oLs oF my MiND
y0U coMe To mE aT niGHT
LeaVe me BLaCk aND SAVe Y0uRseLF
*i'll NEVER WALK AWAY*
a bo0K oF haTe, yeaH
*i'll NEVER EXHALE*
1000 VoLts foR
*i'll NEVER WALK AWAY*
eVeRy sMiLe Y0u GaVe Me
*NEVER EXHALE*
aS The sT0Ry PRoLoNGs
wiTh eaCH woRD
My sT0maCH STaRTs To TuRn
i HaVe sWaLLoWeD naiLS s0 i caN NeVeR Say y0uR NaMe
noW woRDs aRe HeaRD ThRouGH my eyeS
*THR0UGH my eyeS*
CaN Y0u See The FiRe thaT buRNs fRom My HeaRT
thiS s0NG iS foR Y0u s0 peRfeCt
i haVe maDe aN attemPT, t0 haVe y0U
LiGHT uP thiS ciGarette
ToNiGht i wiLL sLeeP witH a guN iN My M0uTh
*GooD NiGHT mY L0ve*
*i'll NEVER WALK AWAY*
a b00K oF haTe, yeaH
*i'll NEVER EXHALE*
1000 v0LTs f0R.
*i'll NEVER WALK AWAY*
eveRy SmiLe Y0u GaVe Me
*NEVER EXHALE*
aS Y0uR eyeS CLoSe
i'll bRinG befoRe, The siGHt oF TRue uNHaPpiNesS
whiSPeR i CaRe THeN GRaCioUS eNouGH
*i Let Y0u G0*
ReMeMBeR Me FoR TimeS i'Ve RuiNeDY0u
*NOT THe TimeS i MaDE Y0u SMiLE*
taKe THiS BLaDe T0 my wRiST
heLP me eND wHaT maKeS Y0u uGLy
sWimMinG iN THe P0oLs oF my MiND
y0U coMe To mE aT niGHT
LeaVe me BLaCk aND SAVe Y0uRseLF
*i'll NEVER WALK AWAY*
a bo0K oF haTe, yeaH
*i'll NEVER EXHALE*
1000 VoLts foR
*i'll NEVER WALK AWAY*
eVeRy sMiLe Y0u GaVe Me
*NEVER EXHALE*
aS The sT0Ry PRoLoNGs
wiTh eaCH woRD
My sT0maCH STaRTs To TuRn
i HaVe sWaLLoWeD naiLS s0 i caN NeVeR Say y0uR NaMe
noW woRDs aRe HeaRD ThRouGH my eyeS
*THR0UGH my eyeS*
CaN Y0u See The FiRe thaT buRNs fRom My HeaRT
thiS s0NG iS foR Y0u s0 peRfeCt
i haVe maDe aN attemPT, t0 haVe y0U
LiGHT uP thiS ciGarette
ToNiGht i wiLL sLeeP witH a guN iN My M0uTh
*GooD NiGHT mY L0ve*
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# Posté le mardi 24 mars 2009 13:11
m3Th
Some PPL Say im JuS LiKe meTh...whiCh iS GReaT CuZ iN Sum WayZ itS TRue...
iM a SeXy, üBeR aDDiCTiVe SuBSTaNCe. aSK aNY 0ne.
i CaN MaKe Ya HapPy, i CaN PiSs u oFF
i MaKe u sKinNy, i maKe U BRoKe
i CaN iRRiTaTe Ya, i maKe u sWeaT 2,
anD iF i reaaaaaLLy DoNT LiKe Ya
iLL MaKe u FeeL BAD aBouT yeRseLf Y0u seLF ConSci0uS BiTCh.
But iN The END, The ThinG iS im iCe Babe...
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# Posté le mercredi 22 octobre 2008 16:36
Modifié le vendredi 03 avril 2009 13:17
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